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Thursday, October 30, 2008

3:52 AM

Hey you. Its been a while. Its been painful. You broke my heart. I can't believe I survived. I can't believe how miserable I was without you. I can't believe how easy it was for our relationship to waver. Why've we been so far apart? My school thing's evidently a big part of it. You know, if I don't get this, my whole future's down the toilet faster than you can say "faithfulness". Why do you always get me into tough situations where things just don't go the way they're supposed to? You know, its been so hard to say yes. It hurts to say no. Do you not already know my limitations? Do you not already know that I'm just not cut out to make these kind of decisions? Do you not know me at all? I really want us to work out, but recently, I've been thinking if this whole thing's a big fat lie that's going to backfire in my face. I know you love for me's true. But I just don't know if I love you anymore. Its like, the more I want it, the more it slips away from me. Do you not want me to succeed? Where's my door? Where's my window? Where is it? I don't know if I can do this anymore. I'm scared that if I commit to anything that I've not already committed to, I'll just break into little, little pieces. Its been too hard to trust you. But I want to. I know its good for me. Its so terrifying, because I don't want to go to hell.

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lovingly,e

&the beauty.

I am Eunice.

Sweet, (not)simple and still single.

I love Jesus, don't you come and mess our magic up.

I am 14

And very,very, very fabulous,
thankyou very much

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