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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

5:30 AM

how long can a person stay holy? how long can a person stay a christian?

how long can a person love God?

how long can a person believe in His promises? how long can a person stay faithful?

how long can a person love God?

how long can a person love her brother? how long can a person love her sister?

how long can a person be a christian?

those thoughts were really running through my mind as i was imitating the flag dance/international dance moves today. and you know what? the answer that i came up with wasn't exactly very positive.

school today was complete SHIT, okay? don't try to sugar the situation. its nothing like that, you have absolutely no idea, and you know it, i know you do. you said i could be reassured that nothing like this would happen. i believed you. i'm not saying that you lied, but something similar happened again, didn't it? so what if we made a police report? so what if m. cheam and the teachers know? really, SO WHAT?! i will not be a victim of the 10yr compulsory education rule. i. am. not. going. to. school. tmr. what kind of SHIT is this?! a sec 1 gets fing picked on in broard daylight, and you're a prefect, eyes so big. nothing said from you, nothing! its not that i'm expecting you to be my knight in shining armour and after you face the pig off we can be boyf and girlf, but YOU'RE a prefect, YOU'RE a senior. YOU let this happen.

you know, its so funny, cos in my old school people actually liked me. they wrote nice things on my graduation pictures with well wishes. this year i didnt even bother buying pictured. daddy asked meto buy a school magazine. he said must buy. fantastic. now i can savour the moment of ripping every single page of it to shreds and burning them to ASHES.

God, i told you that i had my shit together on saturday. its only tuesday. i can stay on anymore, You know very well. just quit testing me, cos i've stood relatively strong for 9 and a half months. i'm going to just.
give.
up.

now.

(how long can a person love God? how long can a person stay a christian?)

&the beauty.

I am Eunice.

Sweet, (not)simple and still single.

I love Jesus, don't you come and mess our magic up.

I am 14

And very,very, very fabulous,
thankyou very much

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