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Monday, September 8, 2008

5:07 AM

Today was a happy day. But you know what? Yesterday, I needn't have stayed up till so late or should i say early completeing my e-learning cos you know why? In about every subj, at least 7 people didn't do it cos of this reason and that. And my reason could have been I hadn't had access to the computer which is the whole, complete, unbiased and AHYAH WHATEVER its the truth.

And ho-ho merry-o. There are like. 2 chinese tests to do i thought there was only one, they're due on thursday. i think i'm going to screw them up, seriously. thankgoodness we're getting more than one attempt, if not i think i'll have to settle for 15% for the first chinese test and wth chinese is my bestest subj okay.

Anyhow, this week isn't really looking so good. Tmr my darling Seth's going for the op at 9am. And Mr Chong's just set this ridiculous project work. I figured, the only time i needed 2 best friends to work together, they're petty fighting. Which means. Alot of trouble for me. Cos have i mentioned, its due TUESDAY. As in, next, thankgoodness.

And i tried this math paper today, paper 1 and i got 31/60. Someone shoot me please. To get a decent grade for math, paper 1 should have a score of like 50. At least. And i was reading through ecosystems in school(GO DIE MDM T!) and i was like. H-U-H?

I think the only thing I have to look forward to is SATURDAY! I'm meeting up with Giff, Ezra and MoRong to stuuuuudy! Really should tell them to bring science, history and math. And CHINESE!

Better get started on the history project thingum and the chinese test. Something tells me I won't be sleeping well this week.

(make things better!)

IMY.

love,e

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ahhh who knew children's day songs would be so tough? LOL, lets hope i still can celebrate.

listen for the synthesizer thing sounds. :\ thats what i'll be playing!

okay this' cool. i can't believe daddy's been to the church.

anyhow. i should be working but i cant access thing chinese typing thing.

ohwell.

love,e(ISMY)

(edit)

colorgenicsarefascinating.

You are trying to prove to others that nothing can really affect you. You are pretending to be stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure and indeed even superior to any form of weakness. As a result, more often than not, you unfortunately act with undue harshness or severity by adopting an autocratic and self-willed attitude.

Recently you have been experiencing considerable mental anguish and turmoil. You are bored and discontent. Nothing seems to be going right for you. Even your relationships aren't working out and you don't quite know which way to turn.

You give the impression that you are a self-sufficient individual, pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure. But this is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional person, one that may make hasty decisions and perhaps repent at leisure. It is time now perhaps to break the bond of detachment and become the real 'you' - the you that you would like to be.

All of the stress and strains resulting from disappointment have led to agitation and anxiety. You have been going out of your way to make a good impression, but you have reservations as to the likelihood of succeeding. You feel that you have a right to accomplish all that you set your mind on but you have become helpless and distressed when circumstances have gone against you. The idea of failure is most upsetting and this can even mean utter dejection. You see yourself as a scapegoat and you feel everyone in your sphere of influence has tried to take undue advantage of you. You are trying to convince yourself that your failure to achieve standing and recognition is not of your making but indeed of those around you.

You are presently worried about your future and you feel that whatever you do will go wrong. At this time you are your own worst enemy. All the disappointment that you have experienced, coupled with the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals, have led to anxiety. You would like recognition and a position of trust but you are concerned that these hopes and dreams may not be realised. You are very argumentative and insistent that you are right - maybe you are - but you are pushing too hard. Take it easy, let go, and smile. Smiling and agreeing with people works wonders - try it and see.
i didn't believe that certain people would go on to the moment of truth to just get everything out of their system. but you know, it doesn't seem like a terrible way, except for the fact that its on national television, that is.

i guess right now, i'm still in the process of finding, whatever that means. the word just popped into my head.

i'msickofsecrets

(please don't hate me)

love,e

&the beauty.

I am Eunice.

Sweet, (not)simple and still single.

I love Jesus, don't you come and mess our magic up.

I am 14

And very,very, very fabulous,
thankyou very much

How Well Do You Know Me?

haha sorry, you have to click on the "take test again" button, cos i cant figure out how to do the direct link

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