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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

4:37 AM

dark
i really hate the dark alot, i really do. i've already said, i cannot see in the dark, not a bit. my eyes don't adjust, Vit A deficiency, sue me. someone turned the lights off in the dressing room of SP during the 1st rehearsal in attempts to silence us. for pete's sake, we just found your lines funny, we can't stop natural reactions, hahaha, yah. and guess what, i couldn't see a thing, the darkness was just suffocating and i couldn't breathe. until they finally turned on the light, when they realised a poor sec 1 was crying. i hate breaking down. alot. but the other drama people were nice, ty charmaine ng and clara and audrey and ridzuan and sherman and all the others :D

lessons today were good, physics was the bestest, peishan and i were laughing till we had abs. yadeya, left class at 12.30. blahblah, i saw cookie dough!

i've got lots of work to do. :\

sometimes i wish for an escape.

oh i wrote a poem during physics!! mdm tham is simpley inspiring.

cookies are warm and brown
they are nice and chewy
they make me very high
and also very silly

LOL OMG!!

you know, sometimes, i amaze myself. i think so far ahead and set my expectations so high, i don't know if i'll be able to reach them. and i set unrealistic goals, like meeting and getting to know certain people, or going to church for a certain week, but of course, it doesn't really work out in the end. because of this and because of that, and because i don't trust myself. i don't know if its my fault, why i sleep like a friggin pig and am so reliant on caffine or if i'm just an innocent victim of circumstance. i vote the former. mummy says funny things are happening to me, eg: the incident in SP, and i'm going crazy. i can't control it, i don't know why its happening, and its friggin serious this time. everything happens for a reason.

why isn't there anyone to feel sorry for me? its like, oh like that ah, okay, glad its not me. i mean, i don't crave attention, but its just the feeling of being alone. its really hard to bear and lug everywhere. it makes me very sad sometimes, like there's no one who goes "i understand, let me hear you out." and does it sincerely without judging.

its like, enter _.

my constant heartache;

&the beauty.

I am Eunice.

Sweet, (not)simple and still single.

I love Jesus, don't you come and mess our magic up.

I am 14

And very,very, very fabulous,
thankyou very much

How Well Do You Know Me?

haha sorry, you have to click on the "take test again" button, cos i cant figure out how to do the direct link

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Food. Desses. Flowers. Bears. Jelly. Travelling. Jonas Brothers. Miley. Wizards! Z&C. High School Stories. MTV/Disney in general. Books. Writing. Observing. Riding. FB. The Bible. My Momma. My dad. My sister. My brother. My piano. My book collection. Dolphins. Sharks. The ocean. Holidays. Sleeping. Rooney. SUBWAYS. Muse. Paramore. Elisa. HSM. Hairspray. Dancing. Acting.

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